The Devil's in the Details

Today was way too hot to play tennis. Too much effort, kinda just gave up in the end. We thought by throwing the last set we'd still win. Turns out we can't count. We ended up tying. Which actually for memory is wrong... we won 4 games in the last set. Haha we did win. Just wrote the games down wrong. So in reality we won, on paper, and officially, however, we tied. Oh well, what are you going to do?

Finished my Ext. English presentation... I'm praying the animations and sounds are compatible with the school's system. If not, I may cry. I've granted myself a break from work, given that I've only got one more assesment to worry about... not counting the Business Studies and Maths tests, because I don't have to hand them in.

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

I've noticed that when I accidentally get lost in thought and don't reply, people think I'm ignoring/angry at them. Chances are if I don't answer you, I've forgotten I need to, or I just didn't hear you. So don't stress :)

My grandparents are minding our house this week coz my parents are in QLD on business - remind me again why I said 'oh no, I'll stay home, I have assesments due'?? <-- stupid move.

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out
I'm nothing without you

I've been told that although my blog is happy, which is apparently a nice change, it's a bit cryptic. Sorry about that. I guess the only way I can make it more clear is to point out the song lyrics and quotes are all relevant, just my way of mixing it up a bit so its not just me rabbitting on about my life. I hope that helps.

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go

So just a random message to those who do know what I'm talking about: I'm not giving up. I don't care if you'd love me to just fade away and let everything go back to 'normal'. But we were never really normal. Guess you're just going to have to put up with me, coz I'm sure I'm even just a little bit right. Or I'm completely wrong, but I have two back up plans going at the moment, and they're looking just as good as Plan A. I guess in the end, I win either way. Which is awesome for me at least. Maybe I'm just stubborn, but you know me, and you know I don't like to lose.
(I may sound selfish, but I don't care. Because if you think this sounds selfish, chances are you have no idea what I'm talking about. Let's not judge what we don't understand.)
Doesn't matter so much what happens on an individual basis, just as long as I win out in the end. And don't deny it, you know I will, eventually. The Devil's in the details babe.

I was trying to make mum feel guilty for going to QLD without me this afternoon, telling her I was in my 'hour of need'. Apparently I'm full of shit. I thought it was a good try. I mean for all she knows I could be in an hour of need. I'm not, but I could be. According to mum, I hate the sight of my own blood so I'm not going to cut myself, plus the fact I'm not depressed, means that she shouldn't be worried about me. Oh and I don't usually eat much anyways, so eating disorders aren't an option either.

Guess she showed me.

Quote of the day (I laughed xD): The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.