One by one my assignments are finished, yet english still sits there staring at me, mocking my inability to be chinese. Which is what I should be doing now.

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Tennis training was interesting. I don't know why I was such a bitch, it just happened. It was like I couldn't control what I was saying, and even when I was trying to be polite, I sounded so very sarcastic. But I think now it's fine. Should be chilled for Saturday anyway. Guess we'll wait and see.

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

So there's something I simply must say: You're not in love. This isn't direceted at anyone in particular, just at the general teenage "we went out for a few weeks/months and now we're in love" population. Are you willing to spend the rest of your lives together? I didn't think so.

And now for your entertainment, 21 things I'd love to say to people that I can't/won't. I know it's not orginal, but oh well :)

1. I guess you cheating on her was proof of how much you like her then?
2. I can't remember the last time I heard someone say something nice about you
3. Don't be a jerk to her just because you can't have her
4. Thank you for talking me through everything, I'll have that hug tomorrow :)
5. Grow up, you're acting like a 12 year old
6. It's not that bad, wake up to yourself
7. You can do so much better
8. You picked the right one
9. If you go through with this, you're an idiot
10. Just tell them, they won't judge you :)
11. You're the luckiest girl I know at the moment, so cheer up
12. Stay away and don't come back
13. No matter how hurt I may seem, you brighten my week
14. If only you weren't off limits...
15. Your girlfriend's really funny looking, soz
16. I wish you'd tell me what the secret discussions are about, just like to be in the loop
17. I'm not avoiding you, I just don't particularly want to talk to you
18. You're so stupid you didn't realise the chick you were screwing was engaged... to another chick - yeah that's right you moron - your girlfriend has a girlfriend
19. Come home soon!!
20. I'm sorry you're ashamed of me or whatever
21. Just coz you're playing nice, doesn't mean I don't realise you're still sleezy

I'll leave you with my quote of the day:
"Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall." — Jodi Picoult